Dont know

just because i love you, and i don't want you feel hard for this kind of thing, im trying hard to depressed my feelings. you are clever ppl, i think you know what im writing now. Or you are enjoying the double love? If yes, you are selfish,childish....

you said you have no more feeling on him, you told him. be honestly, im feel happy when heard that, normal what. but i also feel pity on ian, so i agreed with what u said, you both need some time to end this relationship. fine. u both are 'mature' to this things as you said. but try to ask yourself, are you honest to me,do u feel guilty to me? depressed...depressed...depressed...i love u...

I DONT KNOW WHAT IS LOVE...

Yesterday,5th may 2010, we were 'communicate' again. Seriously, i cant tahan u talked to ian alone,sweet at night. During that time, i was very angry and sad because jealous and you don't what should do or shouldn't. This very hurt me. im trying hard to depressed again but sorry i cant make it. Im not an actor in love. I was still don't want talk to you about ian even i planned it to talk tonight because i care about you,be very fond of you,i love you. i dont want to get you down. you are clever ppl, u asked me what's going on? ok,its the time. im sorry i cant depressed still. i have to apologize i was a bit rude when talked to you. In the conversation, you said he is still my bf, you are not qualified to get angry into us, 你凭什么，these words hurt me the most,u know? i always care about your feelings.

Satisfaction~^^

Wohoo~today im satisfy of myself. I done many things today. I settled the nanyang education fund's stuff, went to post office to post out my documents and contact with the chairperson from different school to get the photo for the video use.

Emmm...good job kelvin. lol.

Sometimes, i may think that if one person who always delay the time when do things, always thought i will do it later, remember time will gone and your job will never done. Contrary, if you take a action at the moment, and done your job in the shorter time, then you always are the winner.

Is going to rain, weather shade, make me feel like to take a nap~

"Action is Success"

My First Time~

Hi! This is my first time blogging. Im trying to find a way to abreact my stress 'n share my life with. Well, blogging is a best way i think.

Recently, im so stress with assignments, SWC's stuffs and the coming FINAL EXAM!!! Well, as i know many TARCians and of course all of you do not understand what is SWC stand for. SWC stands for 'Student Welfare Committe'. As a member of SWC, i have the responsibility to explain this. In this sem, i got to learn basic photography. Wow~cool! Interesting! Yeah, this is my first respond when i know this, same with you all as well. What is the thing that i fed up with this subject is we need to do many assignments within whole sem!! That's mean i only rush rush and rush the assignments in this sem. i had a SWC meeting yesterday, "kelvin, you will be in charge of the video of swc which for the mass call use. Furthermore, you should think out how to promote the SWC to new intake students during the society day. WTH!!! Now already 24 March, the final exam is coming at 12 April. Ok fine, i need 'rush my assignment' but also SWC's stuff! ARHHhhh

I need time!!! Now only i know that 24 hours per day is not enough for people.

'Time is Gold'